Everyone's Best Friend

I am one of those people who has a few really great friends (lets call them best friends), and a lot of people who I care about enough to call them friends. There is that one best friend who we will refer to as a sister basically. I mean we have been through quite a bit together and she has seen me at my worst... so shes earned the title of best friend for sure. Then there are those furry friends that are more than just pets. They are more than best friends honestly, they are best Fur-riends. They are as loyal as that piece of spinach in your teeth. Sticking with you until the very end, by your side through thick and thin. My best fur-riend is my dog, Delilah. I rescued her as a puppy, shes only a year and a half now but she is basically still a pup. She is the most amazing thing, I got really really lucky finding her. I never knew how much I actually needed her until I found her. She just lays in her spot on the couch or my bed and looks up at me with her beautiful brown eyes and I can't help but melt. She listens to me when I tell her things like about my day or how to fold t shirts properly, I mean most people probably think I'm crazy talking to my dog like she is an actual person, but she is the best listener. I know she understands me because she doesn't lose focus when I am talking to her and she doesn't break eye contact, even when that pesky cat runs by. When I am sad she senses it and comes up to me and puts her paw on my leg, or her head on my chest. When I am having an anxiety attack, or I am just really anxious about something she will press her whole body against mine and it honestly helps. If you have ever heard of Temple Grandin, or watched the movie about her, she creates an invention called the hugging machine to help calm her down when she is feeling anxious or stressed. Delilah is my makeshift hugging machine. I have no idea how its possible but this dog just gets me. How did I get so lucky? People might think that I rescued her or saved her.. but honestly, she rescued me.. She saved me.
If you're reading this and you are feeling like there is a void in your life, whether it be big or small, go to your local shelter and adopt a best fur-riend. It will be the best decision of your life. You are saving this amazing animal and in return they will save you...
ps. don't be that jerk who hurts/abuses these poor animals.. They just want to love you. That is all they want.. YES they get excited, YES they lick your face after licking their butts.. YES they can do things to make you upset BUT THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO HIT THEM!! To them you are their hero and they just want to show you all the love and appreciation they have for you and hope for your love in return.
I apologize for my rant and about gushing about my dog. To bring this lovely post to an end here is a picture of my dog. Shes amazing.

Love you always my Lilah-Bean.

Laters babes♥cj

Mind Games

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My apologies for being AWOL for a while.. I have had a lot going on lately. I have been so stressed that I just want to sleep all the time. I told that to an acquaintance of mine the other day and he goes "you're probably depressed, you should see someone about that." Well gee thanks dude, I barely know you but somehow you think its okay to tell me I need therapy?! Who the hell are you?!
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Well here I am a week and a half later searching for therapists.. Who knew it would take a random person to make me see that I need some kind of help. I had thought about going to one a couple years ago but I never made the time for it. Well now ladies and gentlemen here I am a few years later actually going to take that first step.
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I know it isn't going to be an easy road to my breakthrough but I am determined to at least try. I know there are many of you out there who have thought about it before but never followed through.. Try taking that first step with me, I know its going to be hard but we can do it! Don't be afraid of digging deep or finding your roots and underlying issues, we all have them. Most of us just aren't as brave to go out and try to find those answers. Lets take that adventure shall we?? I mean hell I am terrified, but it cant hurt to try right?
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Laters babes ♥-cj

My pineapple named Gordo

Ok 3 things you should know about me before we move forward...
#1 - I will be posting a lot about my dog/pets
#2 - I am a little weird... but in a "I think I'm funny" kind of way
#3 - I can be vulgar/graphic so this is probably is not for you young ones (No one under 16)
..... ok.... moving on.....

THIS IS MY PINEAPPLE NAMED GORDO *insert pineapple emoji*

Gordo is named after Gordo from Lizzy McGuire.... if you do not know what or who Lizzy McGuire is you are way too young to even be on the internet.. please don't make me tell your mom.

Alright I know you all are wondering why on earth I named a pineapple Gordo, and why I even named one in the first place. I AM NOT A CRAZY PERSON AND THIS IS NOT MY IMAGINARY FRIEND. Gordo was a prop in a photoshoot once upon a time and I felt he deserved a name before we exploited him for all of his aesthetic qualities.

I love pineapples just an FYI.. So of course Gordo was sliced and diced into cubes and devoured a few hours later.

WHY DID YOU NAME HIM GORDO???? WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS????
If you must know.. I named him Gordo because he was a little plump. More plump than the other pineapples at my local store.. Yes I CHOSE him BECAUSE he was plump. WHY?? Because there is more inside a plump pineapple than a skinny pineapple... Duh. Anyway, I also had watched The Lizzy McGuire Movie earlier that day so it all makes sense really..

My next fruit photoshoot will be featuring the giant peach named James... If you don't understand this then GTFO..

Your next question is most likely "why are you posting about a pineapple anyway?"
Well to answer this question I would have to understand my own mind... which I do not and I probably wont ever understand it. I guess the best answer you will get is that it is 2:00am and I needed to post at least one thing before I went to bed. Why? Because I set this unrealistic goal for myself earlier saying that I would post at least one thing everyday.... LOL. *insert crying laughing emoji*

I can't promise that my next post wont be as random or as weird.. I mean whats the fun in boring and normal??

Laters babes..♥ -cj